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pensive
pensiveCurrent Music: Better That We Break - Maroon 5
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snickers
chocolate and giggles in the dark
22 November 2009 @ 06:48 pm
I have fun writing lists. Once, I even got one of my wishes filled-- and, whoever it was that did send me volume 5 of FAKE for Christmas that one year, once more, thank you so much ♥
Guidelines
* Make a post to your LJ. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from something simple and fandom-related to something really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
* Surf around your friends list to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy.
* There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.
Current Mood: 
distracted
distracted27 September 2009 @ 04:49 pm
Current Mood: 
cold
cold27 September 2009 @ 12:57 am
Same deal as last time-- individual tracks and a .rar available. Again with the person mixes. It's 1am; no more to say. Enjoy.
( track listing )
Current Mood: 
tired
tiredCurrent Music: I So Hate Consequences - Reliant K
07 September 2009 @ 08:59 pm
Given I absolutely love the idea of making soundtracks for things, I've nicked ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
flash_indie 's idea and have done so. This is a personal themed one... It may even be the only one I ever make. Who knows! But it was fun :) The individual songs are available for download, and on the second page of files so is a .rar of all of them.
flash_indie 's idea and have done so. This is a personal themed one... It may even be the only one I ever make. Who knows! But it was fun :) The individual songs are available for download, and on the second page of files so is a .rar of all of them.
( track listing )
Current Mood: 
awake
awake22 August 2009 @ 06:04 pm
I am a little bit in love with La Roux. Elly Jackson is also strangely attractive.
Current Mood: 
bouncy
bouncy21 February 2009 @ 11:42 pm
For all of you who don't like Katy Perry's "I Kissed A Girl". And for those of you who do.
Current Mood: 
amused
amusedCurrent Music: I Kissed A Boy - Cobra Starship
16 December 2008 @ 11:13 am
I feel in a ask-me-questions kinda mood. So, reposting this, more than a year later. Anonymous comments are accepted.
Ask me a serious question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Livejournal
7. Porn
8. The Future
No matter how rude, sexual or confidential... I will answer honestly.
Ask me a serious question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Livejournal
7. Porn
8. The Future
No matter how rude, sexual or confidential... I will answer honestly.
Current Mood: 
bored
boredCurrent Music: That Word (L.O.V.E.) - The Rockmelons
18 October 2008 @ 11:03 am
Current Mood: 
annoyed
annoyedCurrent Music: Take Back The City -Snow Patrol
17 October 2008 @ 09:10 pm
Mel, Ellen, Lori... :)
Build Me Up Buttercup // The Foundations
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then (bah dah dah)
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time, and I'll make you happy
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
You were my toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah dah dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time and I'll make you happy
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
Build Me Up Buttercup // The Foundations
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then (bah dah dah)
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time, and I'll make you happy
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
You were my toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah dah dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more
Why do I need you so
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time and I'll make you happy
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up) Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up) Buttercup, don't break my heart
Current Mood: 
interested
interestedCurrent Music: Build Me Up Buttercup - The Foundations
25 August 2008 @ 06:18 pm
Had an awesome weekend, full of sugar and pizza and energy drinks and boys and video games and movies and no sleep. Now, have a poll-shaped meme, because the lure of a poll is oh-so-great.
Pick one word from each pair that you think describes me the bestand leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal (if you want to do so) to see how your friends view you.
( oops, forgot to cut... )
Pick one word from each pair that you think describes me the best
( oops, forgot to cut... )
Current Mood: happy
happyCurrent Music: Suedehead - Morrissey
13 July 2008 @ 06:47 pm
Chasing Cars // Snow Patrol
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Current Mood: thoughtful
thoughtfulCurrent Music: Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
17 June 2008 @ 08:21 pm
26 May 2008 @ 07:57 pm
Flames // VAST
Close your eyes
Let me touch you now
Let me give you something
That is real
Close the door
Leave your fears behind
Let me give you
What you're giving me
You are the only thing
That makes me want to live at all
When I am with you
There's no reason to pretend that
When I am with you
I feel flames again
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave you
Current Mood: 
Thursday-like
Thursday-likeCurrent Music: Flames - VAST
01 May 2008 @ 04:50 pm
The Slow Seduction of Jack O. Trades
Step One:
Breakfast
Breakfast
Prompt: I'll paint you valentine evenings, spin you mornings of gold.
Series: Named - TSSOJOT
Warnings: Pre-established slash [m/m], eventual threesome [m/f/m]
Authors Notes: The next part! No idea when I'll have the third piece done, sorry... It's still only outlined, so it could be quite a while before I write it all out properly. But I enjoy writing these guys, so hopefully not that long.
Current Mood: cold
coldCurrent Music: Rainy Monday - Shiny Toy Guns
30 April 2008 @ 05:51 pm
The Slow Seduction of Jack O. Trades
Prologue:
A Starting Point
A Starting Point
Prompt: I'll paint you valentine evenings, spin you mornings of gold.
Series: Named - TSSOJOT
Warnings: Pre-established slash [m/m], eventual threesome [m/f/m]
Authors Notes: Probably the only chaptered and planned thing I will ever write. I mean, it has plot. Fr srs. Of course, it's not much of one, but hey! Plot!
( though we were strangers 'til now, we're choosing the path between the stars )
Current Mood: 
excited
excitedCurrent Music: When The Day Met The Night - Panic At The Disco
24 April 2008 @ 06:54 pm
Calling You - Blue October
There's something that I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away
Well expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're OK when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
I thought that the world had lost it's sway
It's so hard sometimes
Then I fell in love with you
Then came you
And you took that away
It's not so difficult
The world is not so difficult
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave me and send them back to you
I only want to see
If you're OK when I'm not around
Asking "if you love me"
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
Current Mood: 
loved
lovedCurrent Music: Everybody Loves You Now - Billy Joel
12 April 2008 @ 08:04 pm
Good Enough // Evanescence
Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.
Current Mood: 
something
somethingCurrent Music: Good Enough - Evanescence
02 February 2008 @ 08:14 pm
Title: Upsizing
Rating: T
Series: Named
Characters: Jack; Babel; Flea.
Prompt:![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
winglesswriting - 126. "The Bedroom Floor"
Claimer: All mine.
Notes: I didn't realize quite how much this piece says about each character until I reread it. But it does, in an understated kind of way, and I'm proud of that. Proud enough to post it here as well as well as the usual places I post Named (like fictionpress andwinglesswriting)
Rating: T
Series: Named
Characters: Jack; Babel; Flea.
Prompt:
winglesswriting - 126. "The Bedroom Floor"Claimer: All mine.
Notes: I didn't realize quite how much this piece says about each character until I reread it. But it does, in an understated kind of way, and I'm proud of that. Proud enough to post it here as well as well as the usual places I post Named (like fictionpress and
winglesswriting)Current Mood: I have a headache
I have a headacheCurrent Music: Mythbusters is on
18 December 2007 @ 10:30 am
Sticking this up here, because I'd like it if someone did it maybe.
1. Pick one of my characters, any one (even if you don't know their name and I've only drawn them somewhere before).
2. I will tell you the origin of his/her name.
3. I will tell you random facts surrounding his/her creation.
4. I will give you a random fact of his/her backstory.
5. I will give you a random fact of his/her forestory.
6. You may ask me up to ten questions about the character (but if a question is too spoiler-y I may not answer)
1. Pick one of my characters, any one (even if you don't know their name and I've only drawn them somewhere before).
2. I will tell you the origin of his/her name.
3. I will tell you random facts surrounding his/her creation.
4. I will give you a random fact of his/her backstory.
5. I will give you a random fact of his/her forestory.
6. You may ask me up to ten questions about the character (but if a question is too spoiler-y I may not answer)
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerfulCurrent Music: To The Moon and Back - Savage Garden